Friday, November 30, 2007
ee yucks
my voice is damn disgusting. and i kept coughing. :(
anw went to town, like again. zz
went with bitch friend to find jobs..
kinda depressing.. all vacancy full :(
in the end we kinda gave up, went makan shopped and everything
then went paragon visit gerlee!
and guesss what!! clement say help him to rotate shift until i go overseas.
woohoo :D means i can work with germy! yay.
though only 8 days la dey. but better than nth right? ehehe. :D
then me and bitch got nth to do after that
wanted to do manicure
but broke! :(
so went parklane play pool again
everyday's the same routine
at least gotten myself a job.
but what shld i wear tmr? :'(
oh and cy's leaving tmr!! i will miss you man.
cannot celebrate our monthsery alr :P

not.
/edited
if you think it's my fault, it's my fault okay.
im so hurt when i see what you told kj."friendship over self, in the end i got nothing".so now you think our friendship is a facade that means nothing now right?i treat you as one of my closest friend. it's so difficult to find a different gender as bestfriend. and now you said such things. im sorry to break the promise. but you didnt mention it for so long, i thought you dont mean it anymore.sorry to make you feel bullcrap, like totally.but tell you what. im feeling even more fucked up than you do now.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
hey yo guys
im feeling fucked up these few days.
fell sick again. but feeling alright today.. yeah.
anw tues was cy's bday
went out to celebrate..
went parklane play pool
left
went ps
then went ger house to stayover...
and watched The Protege again. it doesn seem as nice as last time lehz
next day.. ger fell sick
not my fault la dey!! haha i nvr pass disease to her lol
yeah went to see doctor with her
then met stanley and went back town again....
he rlly v asshole la. aahha
gees so many days been in town.
i need a job please. anyone got lobang tell me k.


bye.
the innocence is gone. how do i get it back?
Sunday, November 25, 2007
HELLO GUYS
been busy these few days
and the next few days too....
so like yest me bekah kj and jf went to catch enchanted
sooo funny la. the chipmunk's super cute! :D ahha.
you guys shld go catch it
then we went meridien to pool
then went back ps makan
and arcade
and my first attempt at DDR!
ahahaha. it's super funny la. all thanks to bekah


yeah and tday went town and meet germ first
and i fell in love with a dress!!!! omfg. it's damn pretty pls?
damn ex. but worth it! hahahah.
we stayed in the shop for sooooo long and i reserved the dress. HEHEH :D
after that she went to work
and then meet up with bekah kj mokker and gid
went parklane to pool
and im back home.
nights :)
Friday, November 23, 2007
hey all.
hopefully my rashes dont come back in the middle of the night..
then i'll be able to go out tmr :D dang damn happy.
was fucking depressed tday
went out and eat with cy
came back and then im sick againn
i slept for so many days alr la dey
i missed so much stufff!!!! huh i didnt even went to the gig tonight at red bar :'(
cant believe im sick for so many days
i still thought im gona die. and yeah im soon gona finish this rd of medicine
so hopefully i dont need to see the doc again.
anw i love this skin the most man.. used it like ard last yr i guess
hmm k im off.
bye
im sick. but guess im feeling better alr :)
at least that's smth that comforts me.
didnt even stay overnight at the chalet
went escape.. go-kart rules :D
then it raineddddddd. spoiler! then the damn rain made me feel worse
then we went back chalet
and played poker
then i started having rashes. urgh
then fever.
no choice had to ask my dad fetch me back.
and i stayed on the bed for so many days. wtf can die la.
and today supposedly gg out with besty
but last min got fever again. urgh
so she's here and staying over.
yeah im gg off soon. cause im feeling quite upset now.
bye
我生了思念 这一个死病。
Monday, November 19, 2007
IM SICK.I'VE GOT HIGH FEVERSORETHROATFLUCOUGH.wtf like the whole sick package pls?
nvr felt so....... urgh before.
went to sch this morning
get my testimonial and stuff.. luckily i didnt faint man. ahah
then went home
and decided not to go to work.
and i've make up my mind to quit.
so freaking obvious that fucking bitch wants to fire meee
not like im always playing or what okay. so yeah im jobless and i dont intend to get another one.
uh huh and then the bitch went to pei me see doctor
the medicine is eeeeeeew.
im so sick now
dont even wana think abt anything else
tell me how to go chalet tmr :'(
but duh of cos im still gg.
/edit"now i know you're not a fairytale, and dreams were meant for sleeping. & wishes upon a star just don't come true."tell me how can i believe words from you guys?empty promises. sweet talks. nth else.who will be there for me, frankly speaking?i feel pathetic. roar.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
today's a fucked up day.
have to see those customers' dulan faces
so many cuts on my fingers
dear qing ram the trolley onto my ankle
and it hurts like hell ok!!!
after work went to highlight my hair
finally had time to do it.
but it's not obvious. zzz i can only see it under the light. so yeah
work yest was tiring aswel
got scolded by peggy for playing too much :(

yesterday's work. yeah gotta be stuck in this room until damn late evening
uh huh we had dinner at ps and home sweet home.
well thats yest la.
today sucks even more.
im tired and yeah, tired.
bye ppl.
my com has officially broken down.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
yoyo ppl :D
im so tired tday! but darn happy. dont know why too :D
i guess im beginning to love my work.. eheh
great ppl ard and im like so slack today! :D yay
but guess tmr prob will get a lecture frm peggy :/
i spent like the whole morning listening to music.. chatting.. and doing the dumb barcode..
uh huh then went for break
then went back and continue the barcode, isolating myself in the room ;(
and roger came
and thanks to him for distracting me, i think i screw the task up. lol
but at least he accompanied me for two hours
not like the bloody heartless 2 bitches who went upstairs and slack even more.
then after that walk around and went up to help them pack stationery.
end of work. woohoo :D no cashier!
but soon i'd still be my turn. zz
and yay kj's officially my les partner.
thanks la gf. i will be grateful to you ;P
it's only temporary. i wont last long with you. haha!
im not gg sch tmr
im so tired i need to slp more!
tmr still working :D so gotta rest more. eheh
i need more jeans!!!! i've only got like... black white normal jeans light blue and red jeans
not enough for work man. need to buy more! green :D
and i want watch gameplan la dey
im alr so lag alr...... someone jio me out and watch with me! ;D
bye.
wtf!!! screw my com! >(
kept auto shutting like nobody's business. zzzzzzz
k been quite busy these few days..
and guess what! tmr im returning to work!
ahhhh and qingting said i will be the bloody cashier.
shucks die die die. prob i will be fired tmr :/
so anw went out with my 3 dearies yest!!
went town
and i bought the light blue jeans :D
wasnt in the shopping mood though :P
and can you believe it? we took neos! ahha.
it's like so damn long didnt took neos. and it's so outdated
butttttttt it's pretty :D



eheh then at night went off to meet my mom..
uh huh today woke up superrrrr early
met besty. went to make our hair
gees have to wait for it to groww
then walk ard in jurong point -.-
and back home.
im super tired can......
these few days i didnt have enough slp!!
and im still not slping now!
urgh i confirm overslp tmr and the 2 bitch is gona strangle me
but still im gona be dead tmr anw
okay i shall update on the problems in my life:
1. o'lvl results2. secret3. hair4. braces. i scared pain ;(5. work. i hate being the cashier :(6. secreturgh i wana get rid of as many probs as possible! :(
kk
nights ppl. bye
eh anw the PAE briefing can dont go notttt
it's damn lame.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
yesterday work was rather alright.
except that i was late!!! ahahah
i was still telling kj the night before not to be late when she was online ard 1am
i thought she'd oversleep.. in the end i was the one!! :X
uh huh and today i woke up late again.
totally dont feel like gg back sch.
rushed outta my house.. and like haven even tie my hair yet -.-
ohoh anw back to the work topic
the job was quite easy... packing the books and dealing with the cashier thing
gees i dont want be cashier lah. i prefer to be stuck in the room with the books. ahha
though there's no hot guys working, but at least they are nice and friendly. yep
worked for damn long yest..
im not working tday and tmr -.-
going out! and im gg out ltr with...cy and ger!!
wth so freaking long nvr go out with them alr pls.
but at night got dentist appointment ;( what a spoiler.
yeah oh and anw o's officially over!!
zzz i will miss the sch oppo coffeeshop.. great memories. cries.
and bitch cheer up man
you cant be like this everyday okay.. i know it's tough
but to be emo or not is your choice.
you've got to help yourself first.. cause i know whatever we said is futile.
okay i shall go prepare alr!! bye.
and qingting it's not always i can use the com lor.
im using my sis laptop! you shld go find out the shipping supply thing
and dont rush me la. i v busy wan okay!! :P
and tell me when you guys want meet again to discuss.......
Sunday, November 11, 2007
FINALLY A PERMANENT SKIN DONE.
im freaking hungry man.
and i need to wake up damn superrrr early tmr!
gona go acs barker road.. which we dont really quite know the way there :/
but heck lah
i rlly dont feel like workingggggggggggg
but urgh nvm i shall do it.
ive got nth much to blog cause im not out today :(
im stuck at home with poa mcqs
so here's a song lyric
Ashlee Simpson's Beautifully BrokenIt seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didn’t know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try
I will try
Wipe the tears from my eyes
I’m beautifully broken
And I don’t mind if you know it
I’m beautifully broken
And I don’t care if I show it
Everyday is a new day
I’m reminded of my past
Every time there’s another storm
I know that it won’t last
Every moment I’m filled with hope
‘Cause I get another chance
But I will try
I will try
Got nothing
Left to hide
I’m beautifully broken
And I don’t mind if you know it
I’m beautifully broken
And I don’t care if I show it
Without the highs and lows
Where would we go
Where would we go
I’m beautifully broken
And I don’t mind if you know it
I’m beautifully broken
And I don’t care if I show it
I am beautifully broken
I am beautifully broken
I'm beautifully broken
And I don't care if I show it
bye :)
Saturday, November 10, 2007
today's been a suey day.
i shall not comment about it, anyway bee movie is cute :]
this is a sad world, no matter how hard i try to convince myself that im happy, im not.
Friday, November 09, 2007
hello friends :)
really damn exhausted. had such a long long day man :/
woke up damn early
meet kj qingting xy at bishan park... only to realise the cycling thingy aint opened.
yeap.
so went playground.. then bussed to amk hub for breakfast.
we were busy discussing abt our new project :P
then went kj house
continued our secret prj -.-
hogging the com like whatever.zz. haha
and then we watched scary movies. heheh
screamed like crazy.

after which me and kj bussed to gideon's house
watched tv
makan
then his dad taught me mahjong!!!
like finally i know how to play.
and im not that bad uh :D ehehe.
then finally reached home..
oh and i guess i found a job.
shucks i will be damn packed this holidays :/
anw bitch.
cheer up k. dont let the bastards out there to bring you down
you are totally fine without him.
go find another. wads the big deal right?
such guy aint worth your sorrows.
love ya bitch :)
Thursday, November 08, 2007
hey yo
gosh so tiredddd
anyway i totally suck in livejournal, so im gona stick with blogger :/
but still thanks to wanyi for helping :)
yeah went to meet that retarded bitch
went vivo... and there are like so many pretty tops pls?
but still i chose the pull and bear's. heheh :D
once i've got enough money... im gona spend it all on clothes!!!
yeah two days of shopping
nearly all my savings are gone. :'(
after that we went back ps
and i've got my french manicure done!

it isnt clear here, but it's pretty pretty pls! haha.
anyway kj let's get the package next time. yay

while waitin for our nails to dry. it's takes forever.
yeppie i haven bath yet. stinks like hell.
and im gona slp early tonight
gotta wake up superrrrrrrrrrr early tmr for cycling! :D
so long didnt see xy and qt!
oh yay and maybe going gid house tmr to ton. hehe
cya :)
hello guys. had so much fun today :)
with ps with kj corine bekah jinfei and aslam and mokker. yeap and before that me and kj went to shop, bought a top, bought esprit wallet, went to get two more piercings and yeah.
then we walked to town. went arcade amd we trashed the guys at the game which i dont know whats that called. haha.
and we caught stardust :D
damn nice man. the guy's so handsome like wtf. after that walked to wisma and shopped again, then went to pool. then finally home :)
gona meet kj and maybe corine tmr for manicure!!
cant wait. hehe

a retarded group photo.


peace out.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
OMFGGGGGGG
O'LVLS ARE OVER.
the poa on the 13th doesn count okay!!!
was super high after lit today
anyway my com's still down.....
but im gona hurry my mom to repair it man!!!!!
so i can go back to my usual onlining. ehehe
and i've got so much stuff to update about my life
tmr we are gona go party!!! watch movies
french manicure
shopping
my god cant wait.
yeah im gona change everything when i come back..
prolly when my com's fixed. yay
do you think i should change my url??!? and my whole layout and style
ohhhhh i shall go tidy my wardrobe for my new clothes to shift in!!!
ahhaha. damn happy today
for these past few days,
i thought and i realised i haven been loving myself
how do i love someone else when i cant even love myself?
in the past... everything i do i nvr think for myself
nvr do the things i want.
but now im gona live for myself,
and not for anyone.
so dont try to bring me down.
yeppies
ppl jiO me out k
since my com's down
i will be super bored at home
life's great this way
till then!!
Thursday, November 01, 2007
hello
happy november.
im not in a very good mood today
.
first thing first im so sick of o's that i feel like not taking the exams anymore. because apparently im so bored with my whole life right now.
second thing i've got bad hair day nowadays
third thing i screwed up my poa today. which proves that im really a poa idiot.
uh huh fourth thing tmr've got phys paper and im not motivated to study at all.
fifth thing is that im lacking of sleep badly. i dont care. tmr after the paper im gona rush home and slp for the whole day.
anyway im gona change my blog soon
so byebye in advance.