hello friends.

sch was totally boring as usual
after sch went oppo makan with kj bekah and shiokping.

then saw joel!
oh man cuteness. hehe :D

then went back find bestfriend
went to the top level to chill :)
perfect place man.

then ger came
went 7-11 slacked again.
and the uncle gave us snacks again. yayness! haha.

i want want want to go to the Singfest!!!
i need $$

why so little ppl online now?! :(

bye.

Here’s the final bullet to put our love to death.
Our days are never coming back.

fuck my mom
fuck my sis
(:

woah the music blasting
it's making my eardrums burst

i dont need you guys to believe me
i shouldnt have listened to you guys and came home.
i should have just got out of the house like what you told me to this morning,
and not return.
i know you must be hurt.
but why shld i care abt how you feel when you dont even give a damn abt how i feel inside? [:
i dont give a damn abt wad you guys think alr.

i stayed back in sch
and did one compo
one formal letter
and finish poa.
and i ate alot alot alot today.

oh and i came across a v sweet lesbian couple
maybe i should consider being les. anyone?
haha :D
bye.

went lib with kj bekah
then jinfei came.
went arcade.




nan ren. :D

oh and i finally won kj in daytona! xD

kx and gid came
wanted to di xiao the s.d again
but couldnt find.
then went home
watched high school musical..
and mom kp again. wtf
i dread it when she's at home.

i feel like screamingggggggggggg

bye.

hello ppl.
i just reached home. :/

anw im so screwed.
i haven bath yet.. and im like so sticky and yucky
and i just locked myself in the room
cause dear mom is kp-ing again.
like whatever.. my life now is damn fucked up now
it doesn matters whether it gets worse or not.

so anyway..
bestfriend called me this morning
woke me up
and then i realised i'm gona be late meeting kj and bekah for breakfast
so i didnt join them.

then went to school
did flag day with kj bekah chiahow justin



went amk hub
mostly slacked.
and dear chiahow treated all of us for lunch! :D

then went back sch.
tan chye i said it wasnt enough. like wtf
in the end chia how changed his money into coins and shared among our tins
oh mannnnn im touched chia how!! :D

dedicated to you.


:D

then me and bekah chiong to srg mrt
and got changed.
she left and i went to meet bestfriend at bugis.

i went shopping
shopping cures depression. HAHA

then we went makan
then go to our usual sit-and-talk place


muacks love ya.






she snaps me secretly. awww.

then went back srg
met kj
bussed to bishan to meet kaixiang



and we went arcade play
yay my daytona got improve can.

and we went mos to study
then i asked my dad to fetch me back home.

the end.

is it a sin if i admit i still miss you?

when night falls, my heart cries.

edited.

i thought about it alr.
it's not worth it. why am i crying my guts out for such a useless guy?
yes it hurts alot. it still hurts alot now.
but just for those who care about me
im really gona try hard.
and deanna, im not acting happy this time round.
i will be really happy. i just need time.
im not a weakling.
fei ge! i said i will be a happy girl.
i didnt kept to my promise today. but i wont be like this tmr anymore [:

but for now
thanks kaijia deanna xinyun (im touched by your post) bekah joyce shiokping chennie germ tkfp corine and all those who were there for me in my darkest moments! :)
i wont let those tears you guys teared to be wasted.
im strong.

to end things off
i wanna tell you this
i dont know whether have you ever truly love me before.
you dont need to tell me, because you know it yourself.
now, i felt like i dont know you at all.
it's gona be one year soon.. but now you seem like a complete stranger to me.
to tell you the truth
you are the first guy whom i have loved so deeply.
and you are also the guy who hurt me the most deeply.
there are so many things i wanted to tell you over the phone that day.
but it just seems like you are so defensive and nth else matters to you anymore.
i didnt even hear one 'i love you' from you.
you didnt even sound remorseful, you didnt even think you are wrong.
all those sorries.. you said that for the sake of saying it isnt it?
i wanted to meet you because i wanted to bring you to vivo.
and to ask you whether you still rmb the things you told me.
but i guess there's no point at all.. because you simply dont care.
hate is the result of wounded love.
i loved you too much.
but finally it has come to an end.

i wont stand by you anymore.
you gave love a bad name.

oh and those bitches who hate me
you may think im stupid to be fooled by a guy i loved so much
because to you guys
love is equal to love sex and then bye.
but im different. i truly loved before, have you?
you girls wont affect me. :)

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back.

/edited.

There's a piece of glass sticking in my back and tar covering my mouth.
But it's okay cause I'm still breathing.

31 more days to prelims.

no one understands how i feel.
but seriously i dont give a damn.
i dont need a man in my life.
and i cant play you boy, im not as despicable like that guy.

and dont push your limit fuckers.

met stanley
then met kj at night and talked

hey ppl no worries k
tmr im a happy girl again! xD

and i lost everything in my hp.. all songs and picts
and now cant even put a single song in. wtf

but nvm. at least it's a new start from now on

And there's no going back for us now, no way
I think it's time we set things straight.

KAIJIA INVADES! xD

it's all a beautiful facade.
it's so beautiful it makes me wanna cry.

i love you girlfriends! :)
i'll be back sch tmr. i will be fine.

anw guys i've got a new temporary number
it's 82454202
at night i'll check my old phone and reply your msges
so pardon for all the late msges!

it's all deep and meaningless.
i finally see through your true colours.
i cry not because i still love you.
i cry because of my stupidity.
goodbye.

I've given a lot of thought
to the nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you,
but you swear you loved me more
Do you care if I
don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
and pretend its all okay.

i shall get a prepaid card soon.

fuck my mom.

went vivo meet ger and xinyi.


and we spent most of our time chilling at skypark
it's dam relaxing and coolin :)

then we bought donuts
and went out again.


xinyi said our act emo attempt failed.

lies and candy-coated kisses.
ever wonder how disappointed i am?

im here to dedicate my love to Yap KaiJia the F.T.
thanks for talking to me till this morning! love you so muchhhhh
but too bad your mom is such an irritant. :(
but nvm i still love you!

eh sound so cheesy alr.
okay but i still love you BITCH. :D

have a lil sunshine, s-m-i-l-e?

went to bugis today with bekah.
and she bought jeans.
so i bought jeans too. :D
and then she bought so muchhhhhh stuff.
but yeah i only bought that jeans.

after that went vivo
and it's camwhore session.



then met red pig (hahahahahaha)
went town.

and now im back home. :)

This innocence is brilliant
It makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

kaijia that asshole woke me up at 5.45am, when i finally got to slp.
and she claimed that it's 6.45am already.
freaked me out totally!!
and then i looked at my alarm clock and my hp..
and it's 5.45am. how dumb can she get -.-

so anw it's racial harmony day. boring.







after sch went pizza hut with mong qingting kj and dea
and then me and dea followed kj back to potong pasir..
stayed in the mac and talked.
then went back sch to get smth
and went n&b talked again till 8 plus :)

kj you must do what you promised me!
but i doubt i can do it now. sigh

im being damn attitude nowadays.. with no reason
and im having my moodswing now again.

it's 3:48am in the morning

but i dont feel like slping at all.

I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway.

i love rainy days.
i hope it rains every morning.

cabbed to lil india after sch today
accompanied annoying kj to get her stuff.
and im back home to get some sleep. :D

honey stars are lovesss :D

i think we're losing it.

bye.

wth i intend to slp at like 11
but talked on the phone till now
i still need to charge my hp..
and wait for it to charge finish cause it's my alarm clock
im tired and i want to slp :(

/edited


hey guys.
sch started off with a v lousy note.
spotcheck in the morning and then the rest of the day was dramatic.



oh and i threw kj's hp on the floor when deanna said there's ghost in the toilet. :D



initially intended to catch show with corine and jinfei today
but i pangsehed. sorry feifei. xD
and some stuff happened after sch
even some sec 3s are bitching and quarrelling. damn funny pls?

so after school met up with my dearest loves
makan at oppo, got my stuff.
i bought the men's gatsby! it's fucking coollll :D
and im trying out neutrogena's cleanser. it better work.

acompanied ger to cut hair
and then they come my house ton.

anyway be strong girl!
the horoscope actually came true. damn.
but what matters the most is that you are happy.
time will heal all wound, you will feel less hurt than yesterday.. and tomorrow even less hurt than today. sooner or later, you will get over it.
we are here <3

literature notes later, emath paper 2.
force me to do it.

waking up early = not enough slp = pek chek
but still morning breakfast with bitch was love <3

after school bussed to bishan with ger jas and xinyi,
and me and jas went lib
and i fell aslp there.
then i went home.

Juliet when we made love you used to cry
You said I love you like the stars above I’ll love you till I die
There’s a place for us you know the movie song.

hey guys



i woke up freaking early for tuition..
like been so long since i went? :/
yepps
then went kj house there find her..

we bussed to bishan
then gid and kx came
stayed in mos and kj taught me the alkene stuff
yeahhh
..

after dat we were so bored
so gid suggested gg to di xiao the store detective in ntuc -.-
damn funny pls?
cause like the store detective aint supposed to let ppl know he's a detective..
i mean his job is to catch ppl shoplift
and yeah but gideon spotted him
and started annoying him and everything..
then we started to act suspicious..



and he was like so fierce lah
he kept looking at us and he knew dat we know he's the s.d
HAHAHA
our main motive was like wana him to check us
and then show him the receipt
but he didnt come find us!!! wahlau just diao us.. no fun >:@!


THE VIDEO!!! ahahah
he knows we following him
but cun reveal his identity so he went into the store room
HAHA :D

he damn funny
trying to act he aint a detective
pretending to tok on the phone also. hahah super funny man

then we went arcade..
we were so addicted to the bball thingy..
our score damn lousy lah!!!
but still great improvement man :D
then played some stupid drumming thing
and i seriously suck in daytona. MUST IMPROVE!

kkk shant play so much
i should study more
yeah startin frm tmr..
pay more attention in class..
go home or wherever to mug aftr sch.
yeps

im off
bye

我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留
i knw it's gona happen sooner or later.
but may i know when?

The broken radio is humming a song,
but the lyrics don't fit
and the voice is all wrong
but I recognize the tune,
and this one is for you.

yeah today was kinda like my last shopping outting ......
cause im officially gona go mug starting tmr !!!! :D
YES I CAN DO IT. DONT DOUBT ME
im gona be full time mugger now :D

oh anw so we went town today... i got a bad hair day >:@
pffts
and yeah i finally bought a new sch bag.....

then went mango bought a top
and went mango lingo bought mango lingo !!
ahah mango x 3 -.-

eeeee yucks
i haven bath
im so sticky and dirty
i shall go bath now!

bye ppl :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOH QINGTING! >:D

hey guys

i was feelin damn fucked up tday in sch..
firstly mrs ngiam damn kp
i rlly cun stand her man.. so attitude for what. wth

and huh got back my emath papers..
and like duh
flunk like siao
then suddenly somehow reality struck me
and i was like.. wth am i doing for these past few months..

yeah..
im gona really start mugging
like no one's gona help me.. i can only help myself?
im gona chiong nw
my results are = shit nw. f

so like aftr sch
went kovan with gf to get my emath tys
and then sat down and talked..
other stuff aint impt now.
i need to get my studies back to the right track man

from next week onwards
no gg out to slack on weekends anymore..
as instructed by my gfs -.-
ahah love them to bits :D

im rlly going to study hard.

bye.

hey loves

tday was indeed better than yest
at least i got over my silly mood swingssss ..

so yeah
actually didnt attend much lessons tday
most imptly i pon chinese!!!!!! WOOHOO :D
either staying in toilet or standing outside the class
anw girl.. see i told you everything'll be fine !!!
so silly. ahah

yeah
after sch
went oppo with kj dea neh wh and jf
makan.. then went back sch

cy wanted to go watch harry potter today ..
and i was like.. huh so fast okay
so like we went jubilee to watch
the seats are damn uncomfortable
and harry potter was boring and disappointingggggg >:@ !
i kept wanting to fall aslp lah

i still intend to watch this movie twice....
but no way i can tahan thrgh it anymore
kkk it's not DATTTT BAD. but it still aint good.
sian 1/2

i want songs
someone send me songs pls!!!

bye

screw tday.

waking up late + sch = fucked up mood

after sch met jaslin
went bugis settle her stuff..
walked ard
im saving $$$ nowadays
but i spent so much tday lah pls ?!

got home
my com got prob again.....
spent like one hour fixing my com

AND EVERYTHING'S GONE NW
MY PICTS SONGS EVERY SINGLE THING GONE
hahahahahahahaha
fuck my com

im feeling damn 8&*(%^&%*790 nw

let tmr be a better day for godsake.

p.s LOOK AT DAT DAMN YANDAO VOCALIST <3

OMFG
CLICK FIVE'S NEW ALBUM IS AMAZING.
IM BACK TO GO GAGA OVER THEM ALR. ehehehe :D

omg omg i listened to al their songs..
and all are SO FREAKING NICE?!
but i cant download them. shld i buy their album...
wthhh they seriously rock your socks off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh anw
first day of sch sucks.
i flunked my first paper = poa
49.5 ~~~~~~~~
nice one to start the ball rolling. ahaha

anw watched die hard again tday
and jx sucks by saying die hard sucks
MUAHAHA

k
bye

THE CLICK FIVE
Mary Jane (my fav song in the new album besides Jenny ->)

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
and the somethin' that you said about being friends
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
the situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
would you catch me if I had to fall
would you even find the time for that at all
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

cause time has taken back
everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

could it be
nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
oh whatever happened to
ooh ooh
mary jane

We are what we dont see,
missed everything daydreaming.

edited!!!







/edited!

hey

today was quite screwed. ahah
woke up nearly at 1pm..
then i was like shit shit
cause im supposed to meet cy at 1 aswel
so in the end she came my house first. ahah
freak me out pls -.-

yeps
so we went bugis...
and we went to the cinema there to talk [:

after dat pei her find her stuff...
then the traffic light was like damn lots of ppl squeezing here and there
until i cldnt stand it
worse still someone stepped on me !!!!! >:@
i was so pek chek i shouted dam loud
stop stepping me lah..
in the end the aunty behind me kept aplogising to me
HAHA FELT SO GUILTY! :P

yeps
i was like damn dumb..
i was supposed to meet the others at 645
and meet kj kx jarrett first at 63o..
in the end at 6 2o im still in bugis...
and still slacking la pls ? ?!?!?!
until i suddenly realise why the hell im still in bugis.
ahaha in the end chiong like mad! ahah

sooooooo anw
me kj kx jarrett wenhui peifen hazel lything went to ade's church
listened to this concert... okay
then after dat al of us went makan
ate prata >:D

and while gg back..
we had to walk this damn ulu and dark place
got so many bangalahs there can !!!!
scared the hell outta us. zz
somemore still got one talked to us and followed us al the way to mrt
WTH GO DIE
MAKE US SO SCARED!!!! hahha
anw i love adeline :D :D

yeah
just finish bathing
i smell of satay totally just nw . ahah

ohoh picts (:
rest with lything !



'





TODAY IS 070707 GREEN DAY!
hahahhah
wear green !! but i didnt -.-

bye

yo babes !!!

im feelin v blue these few days..
stupid moodswings.

so anw sch was retarded tday
career seminar was........... boring.
i still cant decide where to go after i graduate !!
i wanted to be a doctor. HAHA
then i wanted to do tourism
and i also want to do business studies.
omgggg what should i do ?! hahaha.

so like after sch
intended to go home.... but wenhui said noel was alr waiting in bishan
ahaha so we went
makan talked and al....
then joel came
been long since i saw them!!!! >:D!





noel went buy some stuff with wenhui..
then after awhile..
joel came
we looked up and were like
"wth. how come noel change his clothes so fast"
and we realised is joel! HAHA





and..........
TADA!



HAHAHAHA

talked until quite late..
walked ard again
and we bussed back
got home ard 1o plus.. damn tired
so i cancelled tuition tmr xD

OKAY BYE

town with the girls are loves (:

nd i didnt spend any $$$ tday at all !
but i've got so much to buy...
i shall start saving al over again..

and and mango lingo is love xD
we saw alot of cute stuff tday..
i felt like buying all. pffts >:@!!!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


the germaines rulez :D
EHEHEH

sch tmr
it seems like sat today..
okay
bye

happy birthday deanna xD
loves x 214989324

and happy bday DAD!!! <3

TODAY'S LIKE THE LAST PAPER PLS? >:D!!!
eehehehe
poa paper was okok ..
oh anw got back my ppr..
i only failed 2... !!!!!! woohoo yay

after dat went home
got changed and al
met deanna
then kj
then the three of us went to town.....
makan.. played arcade.. camwhore
and zhishen finally came!! WOOHOO
he's filthy rich. wth




i want buy soft toys!!!!



so like we go catch DIE HARD 4.0
WTH!!! DAMN COOLLLLLLLL super exciting ;D
..
then we went back arcade
my daytona sucks.



after dat
me kj went allllll the way to bukit batok to get our tops
then trained back to ps
had dinner......
and finally im home !



im so bloody tiredddddd
luckily tmr NO SCH XD

and im broke
and tmr dont even know where we gg....
somewhere dun need spend $$ can anot
zz

kk



im so tired nw
i haven even bath.... i dun even feel like moving
bye

i suddenly rmb smth funny
me : i hate you x 3
kj : do i look like i love you?

HAHAHA DAT BITCH.

forever.
forever
forever
forever .

sweet sixteen
18th august 1991



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