hey guys

my legs are breaking man
damn effing tired.... >:@!!

sch was damn boring
and seriously mr wong sucks in teachin emath..
i was reading storybk thrghout pls. hah

after sch bestf came my house
i got changed and al..

then she left
i went to meet kj
then meet corine and tiffany..



went ps..
then walked to town...

took neos!
i took neos for like 3 consecutive daysss >:D




then fiona and huiting came..



and damn funny man
at night
the 6 of us hook our arms together and walked down orchard rd
damn funny. !!! so many ppl keep looking at us. ahaha
and it's damn tiring tooo.



walked to wisma..



stayed in topshop for like so freaking long

and guess what!
i brought 1o bucks out today ONLY.....
thanks to my mom
who forgot to give me $$$ today. wth


typical bitch feet. HAHA

in the end we didnt went fareast..
everyone was damn beat by then. ahha

and i hate my mom
she didnt throw away the ALR EXPIRED SOYA BEAN MILK
in the end i drank. wahlau!!
she still say nvm.... wad if i die! HAHA

AND SCREW HER
think she cancelled away my hp id caller thingy
damn her
nw i dun even fking know who the hell call me.



kbox tmr???
maybe

bye
goodnights sweeties

i dont wana care so much now.
fuck all those unhappy stuff.

i'll cry the blackest tears tonight.

woke up damn early today pls....
went mugging with kj kx gid
we sat in cc for like hours can. ahah
and shiok ping was there too.. lol









still got one more.....
but kj refused to let me post it. so yeahhhh :(

then they left
and ulric came..

thanks for teaching me chem. !! >:D
ahha thanks dad [:



i hate sch



bye.

ohoh tmrrrr shopping with fionny and gang after sch!!
mom's gona kill me for gg home late againn.
zz

im broke. $$$

just keep me busy.

im so tired now....

went town for the whole day.....
and wtfff today nvr rain. ! >:@!!!





we stayed in Forever 21 for effing long pls
in the end i bought 2 tops
and im broke. ;'(


my home. eheh

saw alot of ppl tday
that eugene and his gf
and yanling and gang. ahah

okay took alot of picts
im lazy to blog somemore




i shld be having her expression. ahah

we took neos !!!!!









just got home
so yeah





bye.

BYEBYE TO YOU

it hurts so much so much x 1372815o3847
BUT
WOOHOO
i can finally concentrate in my chem lesson. ahahaaaa :D :D
i wont regret.. besty this i promise you :D

yeah im happy.
yeah.

SHOPPING SPREE NEXT [; [:

fuck la.

im like so tiredddddd nowwwwww :'(
and it's like only wad, tuesday !! >:@!!!!!!
haven even reach half of the week.
nowadays im like once my head touched my pillow.. zz liao
then once i reach home, i lie on bed.. zz also

and seriously i have gt nth to blog on weekdays....
cos i always forgot everything dat happen.

anw gona celebrate my sis's bday tmrrrr...
when her bday's on 26th
and somemore i haven get her present yet :'(
tmr must go vivo buy. pray hard still got. ehehe
im sucha nice sis pls? :D :D :D

anw my first earhole hurts nw
dunoe why too ;(
wahlau scared infection :'(

and someone pls stop me frm slping in every emath lesson !!

Hugh Grant – Way Back Into Love lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

im back home
and im tireddddd ;(
whats more i haven do my tuition hmk !!! >:(

anw so like went to meet kaijia at bishan
stayed at mos and i did my chem tys...
abit only. zz

then walked ard....
and kj got her 3rd piercing.

then we were like so bored....
and so we decided to take neos !! >:D
omg so long didnt take alr. ehehe








ehehehhehehhe :D :D :D



[: [:

then we waited so longggggg for the thingy to come out
in the end the person said no more paperrr
so like poor kj waited there alone..
cos i was late alr !! ahah paiseh kj :'(
you know i love you the best. MUACKS
love x 19468329493





then went meet ulric
went clarke quay.....
walked ard.. makan
then went kovan and finally bought the present. lol !
he must be freaking touched i pei him go buy lo. >:D

yeppiesss
sch sucks tmr
i hate mondays. the only thing i can look forward is friday
ahaha k

bye guys

please tell me it's all worth it.

hey hello ppl :)))

i actually wanted to stay at home today.... buttttt...
okay nvm that's another matter. i still did 2 qns of my tuition hmk alright!! >:D

i tidied my wardrobe aswel.....
and seriously i still think my tops aint enoughhhh
but now i need to get a new wallet
my dear bestfriend actually tore my wallet
it cun even close!!! okay i shant make her more guilty alr :DD
IM NICE ;D eheheh

okay so anw i rushed to meet ger at amk
amk hub is okok nia....
ahah didnt buy anything frm there


my twin!! <3
anw know why my fringe became long again?
ahahh cos pro ppl always have a way! :P

talked and al with her [: [:
then my sis called

so i practically rushed to vivo
in the end she waited for me nearly for 1 hr :X
ehehehe

shoppeddddd and al
and i bought this cheapo watch!!! but guess what!!
it's a butterfly on top. ehehe then you open it then got time inside wan
so cute. lol :D

okay anw i think i know what to buy for her bday alr !!!!!
im sooo nice. :P

been so long since i went out with my sis [:
and she said she dun like female kids also!! she prefer males!!!
ahaha cuter !!! :D :D
omg yay same kind. eheh

and then we went breadtalk
then my coin drop and it roll and roll x 574389758
non-stop pls?
everyone kept staring at my coin rolling further and further
ahhaha in the end i still got it back
we laugh till peng. really damn funny >:D!!

okokies
im off

bye.

today i really felt like the world's really crashing down on me.

all the tests i screw up.. like damit.

then before poa
after hearing what kj said.. i nearly cried. zz :(
but nvm guess im numb to it alr. haha

then during chinese
lao chai accuse me again like usual
and wth she changed my seat to infrnt of the cher table
and next to yangqian?!?!
omg i really got nth to talk to her.
so like since she wana change my seat alr..
i purposely tok until v obvious with renee. muahaha >D
in the end i had to go to the front....
and guess what she said
"i think i shld take a photo of you and bring to the fortune-teller and see what punishment i should have for you"
and
"i hope you cant talk or smth".
is she lame or what. ahha

so after sch i went to canteen with the girls
and ms ow actually shouted at me in the canteen..
lazy to elaborate. zz >:@!!

so i pon cheena ssp
then dea didnt go aswel...
so like guess wad lao chai said to them
she said must be i ask deanna to pon with me
and nearly even want to call her mom abt this.....
wahlau pls? *(%^$^*322*^&45 3!!!
forget it. she hates me so much it doesn makes any diff.. :D

then we went band to see mr chew
and hear what he had got to say and al.........
in the end he so sensitive again..

oh and chennie was sending me this nice song
and it took soooooooo long dat when it's like gona finish soon
my hp low batt and shuts down
omg tell me how screwed my life is. ahah

then went talked with bf and went home :)))))))

im quite depress nw
but i dun see the reason why i should be depressed
so i shld just stop acting emo. ahah

anw it's like so late alr
and my mom aint back yet. :(
im worried for her. lol okay see i still love my mom hor >:D!!

alright bye.

numbed to you.

i dont feel like doing anything now.
i keep thinking today's friday..
why cant today be friday!??! >:@ !!!

i dont know what are you really thinking,
can you pls tell me?
but i just want to tell you smth for sure
you are the only one i feel something for.

okay im like quite demoralised today :(
i did study chem okay !! alright maybe i didnt study enough
but i just got this bad bad feelin im gona flunk it, like again.. >:'( BOOHOO

aiya forget it
cos i anw yest cheena test!! ahah confirm pass!!!! >:D
MUAHAHA
i did my test under the umbrella table.....
then i copied thrghout the whole thingy. ehehhe :P

my pimples all pop out alr. chennie not only you!
think nowadays i slept too late !!! :( !!

anw today went watched our class soccer match
YAY I STILL LOVE MY CLASS [: [:<
although we still lost in the end, but aslam nice goal! :D
good job everyone. eheheh
and aslam happy birthday! :)

oh anw im really amused by the way erika said "uhoooooo~~~"
ahha seriously it's damn funny :D :D
okay random .....

left phys and hist test for the rest of the week..
i rlly dun wana screw my phys
so im gona go mug phys ltr.
tell me when i can stop being so lazy !!!!!

oh and there's dance floor tonight. yay x 2168389127
missed so many rounds alr :(
i support Vas and Pris lehz. lol

okokies i shall go edit this blogskin
and then off to do phys.

goodbye !

today was exhausting.. somemore it's only monday. zz

had emath and eng test today
luckily chinese was postponed to tmr.. wich means i got no excuse not to mug tonight anw >:(

and seriously i think i shld buck up in my poa >(!!

then after the eng test....
i rlly wanted to watch the inter-class soccer match :( :(
but i got tuitionnnnnnnnn it's not i dun wannnn lor. ahha
='(
nvm mr long i give you moral support :D:D:D
anw im damn guilty. i kept toking to kenneth during hist
in the end he had to stand up. although i also got stand la... but i feel so bad :(

okays so like im so tired alr.... i still drag myself to tuition
and guess what
i saw my tuition cher on the way
and she was like.. you so tired.. you want cancel the tuition?
and guess wad i said! i actually say dun wan la. omg omg im so hardworking i know :D

and she says she always see me in wisma. wahlau where got. aha

okokies
prolly lit test tmr. okay most prob. zz
and chinese test. imagine memorising 25 ming yan jing ju by tonight. this is crazy.

so i guess i dun need to slp tonight liao >'(
anyone want pei me. ehehhe

and then wed i got chem test
then friday phys and hist test.
im so tired now im lazy to think of anything else.......

but seriously i really need to buck up la
im failing more and more. :( >:(

have i ever threw your heart away?

(edited)

hey im feeling alright now >:)))

im feeling damn hot now.
anw just now i heard ransom letter frm 98.7fm
oh mann i rlly like that song :)
and i think i prefer alot of old songs. ehehe

i found this in my photobucket.


look ahead, dont look back :)

Ransom letter ; Pug Jelly
So you stole my heart
And left me a ransom letter
Demanding I treat you better
Should I ever want it back and
Now I'm all alone
Dreams are all forgotten
Memories all turned rotten
It's not the same on the phone

So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?

I can't let you walk away
We planned to live forever
In each others arms
So......
Please hold on
You know no one will love you like i do
And that's the thing you know it too

So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?

I hear our song; it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, I can't let you go
I'm all alone and I just want you to hold
Please take my hand. never let me go
I hear our song it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, I can't let you go
Please make your mind up, don't see what the future holds

So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?

(/edited)

i am feeling oh-so-NOT-GOOD NOW.
only my bf knows. omg omg!!!!!! >((((((

okay i shld stop it. URGH 86T^%6*^7908%r$5787()&7!!!!!
alright i got no right to be feelin bushuang also. so i shld just stop being a bitch.
humphs.

forget it..

today sucks aswel
went bishan with kj mokker and gid to mug
like mug wad shit man

the damn mos lady kicked us out of mos..
then we went to the lib
and nth gets into my head.

then we started exchanging hps -.-
and gideon sucks. muahaha

so yeah im gona screw up my chi test (BF SAYS SHE WILL LET ME COPY HERS. hehe)
and prolly emath.

omg screw the world. >O

im still v not happy. i care so much for wad lor.

and once again, bloody hair you better grow.

woohoo ppl :D

went town today...
and i bought wad i needed!!! >:D

anw saw this rlly cute mirror..... and we bought it. eheh
then i went zara..... bought one top.
yayness x 2927048192



yeppies
then we went to pei ger pierce back her closed ear-hole
and when she screamed we were like totally stun pls. lol! >D!!

in the end see her pierce i went to pierce another one also. muahah



bought facial cream...like finally. cos oxy cleansing cream sucks totally >:(

and i like this top from topshop :(
i was abt to buy it man.... but while waiting for my bf.. i saw so many girls wanting to buy dat too! >((((
so i didnt buy in the end. boohoo :'(

yay famous amos is love.

oh yah i forgot to mention
chennie is so idiotic. told her to take mrt she dun want
and me being so nice and kind pei her take the dumb 1o5 home..
and it rained so BLOODY HEAVILY
and her umbrella is SUPER SMALL. omg poor me :(

then finally the bus came
and i give my seat up for some old lady los. ehehe im so kind :D
omg cun stand it. lol

thats about it :D
im happy.

oh nonono. my com sound system got prob. i cun even hear any songs now :'(

and..
chinese test on monday
eng test on monday
emath test on monday. ha ha ha
tuition on monday. ha ha ha ha ha.


bye folks! <3

hey guys.

im so tired and im sad and im feelin rather depress.

woke up at 4am. like omg...... cy attitude me :(
so anw we drag ourselves to sch... prepared and al
and yeah had syf.

after syf we went back sch
totally slept thrgh emath.
and then we somehow know dat we had gotten ourselves a silver.
but we were only supposed to know after sch
so like everyone was pretending not to know the results.
i was still secretly hoping dat the leaders are just joking. but nah .

after dat everyone just kept crying non-stop. even when i went for my ssp, i still cldnt control. hahh wads wrong with me man. zz

anw tmr phys and lit test. both tests i haven mug yet
like total shitness
and i totally got no mood to go mug. i need sleep.

bye guys.

i was really disappointed. although me cy ger josh kept saying we confirm get silver and al, but i know deep in our hearts we yearn for a gold. and we know we can do it. mr chew thot so too. i still rmb us saying we wont cry even if we get a silver. but today i just cldnt control myself. esp the msg mr chew sent to jiaying. he was really broken with the results. i felt so bad.. at that moment it seems like i can feel all the hopes mr chew had was dashed completely once the results was announced. he expected a gold for us i guess. but we didnt make it.

today was kinda like the last day of officially gg to band. and i think back, i realised smth. i really had grew attached to band alr. you guys may think i must have gone crazy to actually say such stuff cos i hated band so much. but that's in the past.

without band, i wldnt have know so many nice ppl :) and of cos, i wldnt have my bestest friend now.

we really gave it all we had.

bad day
bad bad day
my hair is my everything
bloody ms au took away my everything. ahahah

i took like so many freaking months to grow my dear fringe
and poof!!!!! IT'S GONE. AND IT'S TOTALLY DISGUSTINGLY SHORT
how am i gona go out and face ppl? :'(

as i cut my tears keep flowing down. aha damn drama i tell you :(
so like i stood infrnt of the g.o for nearly one hour. my god
traumatising experience. aha anw alan was damn funny
he even offer to help me cut. like wth?!

alright fine. hair, just pls pls grow faster okay?

and kj i love you!!! ahaha :D

anw SYF tmr
sian half alr. most prob silver. scarly bronze! okay choy choy
but seriously 3 days alr, only like 7 bands got gold???!?! omfg :(

heh sian lahzxzxz
and gg cy house stayover
4am WAKE UP. CRAZY MADNESS :'(

anw today band ended freaking uber late
then while woking out
in the darkness we saw a figure
and cy was like.. dats like... MS AU!!
ahahah then i screamed and we ran back sch. LOL
then ms au actually came back looking for us. damn hilarious..
she was like today cut your hair not enough, still want isit or smth like dat. haha

okay anw today was our last band practice.

in short, no matter how much i hate band in the past, i love you guys now.




i love georgina :)



the picts taken yest okay. when my fringe still long. WAHLAU CRIES

and yujia actually cried cos she said she will miss us
omg i was like damn shocked.
im gona miss you guys too ;)

im feeling so terrible inside.

i went for band. and band ended so late. isit my fault?
and you didnt even asked how was my day or wadsoever
instead you claimed that i went out with my bf dats why i was back home late
fuck you mom
i know you care for me. yadadada
but wads with the simple trust between us?
do you even know how depressed and demoralised i was during band?
and all you know is to nag and nag and accuse me of things i didnt even do.
you nvr trust me, and i dun even think you will anw.

you dont even let me have the chance to speak, and then you started screaming at me.
isit fair?
i cried and cried
but do you even ask? do you even show concern to me?
guess you think i cried cause you think i think dat my lie has been exposed, dats why i cry out of guilt. hah

yeah yeah you care about me dats why you keep asking me to study
but were you even ard me when i was studying?
i haven even use half an hour of com and you start to breathe down my neck
come on pls. i need a life.

and dont you think just because your love life is screwed,
our love lives are gona be as bad like yours.

and dun come acting like nth happen after all the accusation has been made
and you thinking dat i shld be guilty, come and find me with the "fine i shall forgive you" attitude and pretend everything's fine again.
then the next moment you come finding me, not trusting me, as usual.

i am so tired. wads with this damn home?
ppl think im so happy on the outside, i can go out everyday, and my mom is oh so nice. come on, who knows how i feel inside.
fuck you again.

(edited)!!

i shall blog and then ltr go do my hmk :D :D :D total guai-ness pls. eheh
so like i went cy house first.............
then we went bishan lib, makan. and my ulcer hurts big time >:@!!!!!!
IT'S SO HUGE YOU KNOW .. CRIES

okokies then we went town


TOTALLY CUTENESS. cy's crazy over him can.. ahah



walked ard and al...
anw i told myself not to buy any tops
and guess wad..... I DIDNT!!! :D :D >:D OMG SO PROUD OF MYSELF
cos some tops in zara are having like some sort of sales.....
and i didnt buy any! woohoo
okay partly cos i dun have the mood :P


:D



after wisma.. we went fareast
and then we suddenly start to act happy. ahahha >:D

OHOH though didnt get any tops..
but so many accessories are freaking CHEAP! like damn it pls
so i bought 2 necklaces
..
and and and i love the strawberry one!!!! ehehe so cute >:O


we went down and up the escalator.... cos we missed our shot. ahahha


tsk tsk


F YOU DARLING YOU BO CHUP ME :(

aahhaha aiya i lazy to blog alr
..


she wants to cut away my tongue :(




i love you! :D

bye

(/edited)

like omg... i slept frm 7 plus to this morning -.-

anw i can foresee a v terrible war with my mom soon
so like im gona seek shelter at cy's house before she wakes up.

cos guess wad? she found ALL MY RECEIPTS frm my shopping trip.
this is rlly rlly bad.. :(

im fine.

sweet sixteen
18th august 1991



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