wake me up when september ends.

unhappy things about today:
1. i did poa unwillingly.
2. i lost daytona twice.
3. i owe kj $

happy things about today:
1. i bought sum41 album today.

back to school tmr. :/

I've been waiting for this chance
to nulify this sick romance
So pull the chord to detonate
so sick of you dont speak of me
The reverend saint of misery
and holy savior of masochist
Trying to find a way
it's getting better everyday
And i got you now
im not alone
All i need in this life is one thing to believe in.

hey all
i felt pretty screwed up these few days.
just take for example yest.. i lost my *
and my mom scolded me cause of my bill..
and i just cant concentrate on studying for my o's.

everything is going wrong in my life.
sometimes i dont know whether im stupid or what
i attend the same lessons as them, i sometimes did revise,
why did my results come out so screwed.
and it's not like they did study. damn fuck it
im just ranting lah.

been studying after sch these few days
and it's totally boring
sometimes i rlly feel like giving up on myself.
but obviously i wont.

so many emotions going through my mind,
it's suffocating. i always feel like dying whenever i've got such feeling.

and for fucksake
im so sick of ppl carrying the results word wherever they go
cant you see i've got such lousy results
and you guys are there complaining abt your results when it's like damn bloody good
screw you guys
your life revolves ard studies only huh.
go get a life or smth.

and i hate myself for being so emotional
and cant put things down so easily.

ah i should just fuck myself, and go die.

i wana run away and never come back.

hello ppl... im tired and bored :/

so anyway the past few days me kj bekah calvin went gid house ton after sch
just wasting our time away
hahah but now we finally found smth interesting to do after sch :D

oh and now my final L1R5: 2o
i dont even know whether to just slack thrgh the first 1 month
or maybe go to like innova jc? haha.
i shall see first. hehe

i think i should start mugging now
if not it's gona be too too late
but im still so restless now :/

anw im addicted to the 9pm channel 8 show..
it's always so exciting can :D

blogging is boring. or maybe i shall change the whole layout someday
after o's :)

bye

Chris Daughtry ; Over you.
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

hey

i didnt want to come online
but i need to vent my fuckstrations.

my results are fucking screwed.
got back most of it and it's totally below my expectations
screw ittttttttt. i cant possibly go to anywhere with that kinda points. urgh

so anw
went for tuition this morning
and wth i only did 2 qns. -.-

then went to meet stanley
went town..
and i was so godamn tired.
and yeah it seems like we nvr went out together before :/

after that i went to find besty
and we talked and makaned :)

yep and im finally home..
didnt manage to study today!!! feel damn shitty.

and im gg out to mug tomorrow
the good old study days are back. _l_
and jinfei is so stupid la. he thought kj was me and he msged wrongly
and today i dont even know what he's talking abt.
ahaha.

and im so screwed. my hp bill's coming tmr :(

I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more i try to feel the less i'm whole.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
got back some of the prelims results
it isnt very good.
okay at least i passed but still totally -.-
i want get into jc and nobody believes :(

hhehe but what rlly shocked me was my chem
my phys was like... f9?
but my chem pulled me up so much :D
and i passed my poa. wtF?
oh and i borderline passed my hmt. wtf again?
at least my 2 bonus points come into use. hehe

errr so somehow my best results now is my english.. :/
okokay enough bout results.

sch was somewhat okay..
after sch went makan and talked
talked talked talked and got home nearly 8.

and one more month to o's.
i slacked too much for prelims.. yes lah i regreted :(
im gona pia for o's soon :)

anyway tmr's sara the sexy black bday!
haha happy 16th!. may you turn whiter :D
and happy 17th bday, jx.

im gona watched the secrets dvd tonight!
jay chou so handsome ~~~
ehehe loves bye.

yo

im feeling so sick
stupid flu
stupid bodyache..
and whats worse today i woke up feeling so much ache around my neck
cannot even turn my head lo :'(
cries.

and today the hike was horrible like crazy
madness please
the sun damn freaking hot and the hike's like nvr ending. zz
what relieve stress
im physically and mentally exhausted pls. haha


tired until crazy.

kay aftr that......
smth unpleasant happened
i didnt know how much it'd hurt to lose a friend,
until today.
but nw i hope it's alright again.
im quite tired of such things alr..

then find besty
we went to rent vcd
jian gui 1o -.-
watched before and we watched again..
ahah not dat scary afterall

and now im still aching all over
and i cant stop rubbing my nose :(
i so dont feel like gg to sch.!!!!

and im gona come online lesser now..
watching tv is nicer. ahah :D

nights and bye.

yo guys..
zzz been busy these days
and tmr got this dumb hike.
i so dont feel like going please..!!!

anyway so like yest me and kj went ps first
and my top from fox's gone :(
in the end bought some esprit top..
then we head down to kovan
met bekah and pk
then went buy the ingredients and rented vcd
ahaha.

went her house..
watched some lame horror movie which wasnt scary at all -.-
we still can rewind lah. haha

then we went to cook spaghetti for the whole family :D



















finally... tADA~~~



we guys rule!
haha though it somehow failed -.-
but we still eat it la k. haha

then we watched when a stranger calls in the rm
and totally freaked ourselves out
and i even need bekah to accompany me go into the toilet
and stupid kj and moses go off the light
i screamed like mad can!! :'(

and then bussed home :D

then today went vivo with kj
shopped and bought a top from forever 21 ;D





then kx gid and calvin FINALLY CAME. .-.-
uh huh then kx dun wan watch movie :(
so in the end we ended up slacking in skypark... go arcade.. go daiso then eat.


hahahaha.







they kept playing with the black thingy kx bought la. hahah
then me gid and kj went find deanna
went her mom's shop makan again
and finally back home :D

k damn long post
shall go slack and slp soon.

good night loves.

im back! today's a nice day
met many ppl. haha

met cy
she cut hair.. then we went back srg
makan
and bekah rushed me!!!
then went town met her and pk

and i bought a red havaianas!
stood there for so long can
ahahha and the guy serving me was like so exasperated..
but it's so funny pls

oh let's see who we saw today..
hilary arron in srg ..
zhipeng eugenia and bekah's friend
aahah and somemore bekah friend we saw him two consecutive days
damn funny
okay actually not alot :/

and and tmr im gona find kj first to buy the top from fox
and head down to bekah house cook!!! :D

life's great this way
bye :)

fuck you!!!!
Don't be too hard on my emotions
i miss you but you dont need me now
why should i fucking care?!?!?!!? screw myself laH

hello guys
shit my mom's in a bad mood nwwwww :(
i see how im gona get $$$ from her. zz

okay so anyway yesterday was our last papr!!!!! :D
damn happy man
although poa was a confirm flunk thingy
but still it didnt dampen my mood. haha

went to catch 13o3 with renee bekah and kj
then before that went deanna's mom shop makan
her mom's rlly nice actually.

oh anyway the show's so scary la
me neh and kj kept screaming non-stop..
and after the show im like still so scared -.-

aha k then no time pei besty cut hair..
so im gg ltr with her.. and meet bekah at town :D

bye!


friends come and go.
true friends stay.
i guess i wasted much of my sms on you.
you said you dont see our efforts
i promised your mom we wont give up on you
but why did you give up on us?
why dont you get that into your head that unless you try,
no matter how much we try.. it's nothing at all.
4 yrs of friendship, you just wan to give up everything?
how silly.
you claimed you are very hurt. but what abt me?
when i see your last msg yest, why did i tear?
can you learn to just fucking think?
you are giving us hell.
im rlly tired already. i dont see why im still hanging onto this if you dont give a shit.
why am i sill msging you now.
fuck it.

im giving up on my poa man.......
zz
gona be 1am soon and im here slacking -.-

anw im so addicted to old songs!!!
they are so damn freaking nice la..
and touching too. sniffs :'(

backstreet boys and westlife aint gays man
they rule :D

shit im gona be emo soon after hearing all those songs :/

day after day
time pass away
and I just can't get you off my mind
nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but i can't find

the courage to show
to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
and once again I'm thinkin' about
takin' the easy way out

but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will I ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will I know
if I let you go

night after night
I hear myself say
why can't this feeling just fade away
there's no one like you
you speak to my heart
it's such a shame
we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
but sooner or later I've gotta choose
and once again
I'm thinkin' about
taking the easy way out

god i shall download all their songs before i go to slp!! :D

and tmr is my last paper!!!!
and then we are gona go catch showw
horror movie :D
been so long since i freaked out. haha

then i gg find besty go jeffery there cut hair :D

and im super free after prelims can
so ppl jio me out! :)

nights guys
bye

hey yo

been so long since i used this damn com la
cause im lazy to use cause it's so screwedddd..
so anw my prelims are screwed aswel :/
forget about the get into jc thing.

today's papers were urgh
and somemore the jonas brother's SOS song's stuck in my head..
so like while doing the dumb chem paper i cun frigging concentrate :(

im so tired of studying..
it's like so never ending pls
everyday practically doing the same thingggg
i need some life!!!!!!!
387*(^&465#$%#$%^(i(_)!!

and fuck poa on fri!
i hate poa. serious :(

k i feel like crying now
for no rhyme or reason
i feel like something's missing in my life.

okay i shall blog at my private blog..
bye.

i feel like im drowning in the ocean
somebody come and take me away ~~~
hahahahahaha.

yo ppl

i've been mugging till v late these few days..
slept ard 2 plus am man.
totally feel like dying. cause like in the day go out also nvr study much
at night must chiong so much can.

so yeah anyway.. on tues i think
went vivo with my girls..
all of us bought smth from pull and bear! haha yay

then we went haygen daz. to mug.
wth right. the stuff there freaking ex. zz


this pathetic thingy cause us like what... wth?!

then went outside to chill. awww it's so nice just to sit outside lah







yeah and yest met my 2 bestfs to study at bishan
seriously you can find me in bishan almost everyday :/
okay bu i guess rest of the week not going there anymore.
probably only. haahah..

gona go start mugging soon.
must chiong alot today.. gg shopping tmr!
relieve stress you know? :D

bye!

hey

omg im in a rush of time la..
im gona be late late late.
but i need to dl all my songs finish first!!

okay so anw
yesterday went bishan mug with ulric..
then after dat went amk with jinfei and ger

went mac to study..


then went arcade
and jinfei's friend dan or smth lent me his card
play play halfway..
then i lost it!!!
wtf.. make me so guilty pls.
but he's so nice la. thank god he didnt mind :D

alrighties! going vivo to mug now -.-
let's see where can we mug there. ahha



backstreet boys' inconsolable.

BACKSTREET BOYS' BACK!!!!!!!
listen to this man.
damn la super nice. stop the stupid lollipop video.
click play!!!!!!

bye :)

hey guys

past midnight alr.. and im tired.
so anw.. went mugging today
met bekah and kj

and wtf i've got stomach cramps la!!!
so painful. :(
cries!!

then kx came..
and yeah studied abit
talked abit
went arcade.
kj! we must beat kx one day kk!! :D
haha.



think kx cant stand our camwhoring.. haha.





then went back study abit
and im back.



im gona go mug with ulric in the morning first
then go amk mug with ger and jinfei :D

oh since kj got her want to buy list..
i shall have mine too!
1. the striking blue jeans
2. green jeans aswell
3. red shorts
4. pull&bear tops
5. the shoes i saw that girl wearing today in mos!!
6. bag.

oh and kj.. bekah want go vivo on tues
so we changed the venue to vivo k
cause i wana buy stuff from pull&bear also :D
then we mug there :)
i dont want waste msg so msg me when you see this!

done :D
nights guys!
bye.

oh im in love with Mika's Lollipop.
the song's stuck in my head la.
listen to the video ---->

yo guys

im freaking tired now..
gona be 12 soon. i feel like slping :/
but i wana watch tv ltr!!

oh so anw..
went bishan mug with chennie bestf
then at night had our girls outting :)
went srg garden..

yeah many picts :)













then we went coffeebean to slack..
nice place man :D



then im finally back home.
tmr meeting my lovely muggers [:

nights guys!

if we can make this last forever.

sweet sixteen
18th august 1991



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