dream like you will live forever, live like you're going to die tomorrow and love like it's never going to hurt.

mrs lee said im cute today during parents meeting session.
but my mom disagreed. :(
mrs ngiam is freaking my mom out aswel.!

and band performance was totally tiring me out

goodnights

sports day today.....

at first damn pekchek with band
the sun was like damn scorching and everything.... then the scores kept flying ard
yeah damn fuckstrating
but after awhile okay alr :D

i love my classmates :DD


i love my chairman :))
although she's damn violent pls haha


peifen jie. ahhaha :D wahlau shit why my eyes so small :(


i still love ophelia, although she always ask me to pass up my chi hmk. :P




totally retarded.


halleluducks not forgotten :D

then after dat went back sch
went mac with jos and cy.... talked :D

okay tmr parents meeting session
totally sucks
im doomed tmr.

and i regret buying dat shades
i dun like it now. :( think im gona sell it away. ahah

bye

hello ppl!!!!

im like happy happy these few days.... kept laughing non-stop
i love all my friends man :D

so like anw ms au didnt come today
3 PRDS FREE. WTH? YAY
but she always absent herself on thursdayyyyy... and yeah she's sick. ya right

so we used the 3 prds to talkk :))))))
and yea i got to know jinfei more! ahah. he's a rlly nice guy. so devoted pls :)
and he said smth
commitment is the most impt in a r/s :)
ahah

ohoh!! and mrs see is leaving.
she was like.. the last 5 mins she announced she will be having 6 months leave
so by the time she comes back, she no longers teaches us :(
today was her last day! im sooooooooo sad :'(
i mean she's so nice. and the best thing's she's nice to me :D
CRIESS

heh anw tmr sports day
sian lehzzz

anw kj i love you!!! you know wad i mean right. ehhe
<3

anw here's a note to some sec 3s
it's not like you can become prettier or more handsome hating me. HAHA
so just fuck off and stay away frm my blog pls? it's not for you guys. __

bye!! :D

okay im like gobbling down my dinner aswel as using the com nw
and i can predict im gona be late meeting wh ltr ......
but anw im serious abt doing lots of math ltr :D :D

okay so like... some ppl in our class changed their places :(
i changed right infrnt of the cher's table. terrible
fiona was seated totally far frm me. kj was seperated frm me by jinfei and klong :(
sniff.

oh yah
sorry la kaijia :'(
i promised not to say anything about him alr okay?
all qingting's fault!! go blame her. hhahh :P

okay tmr will be a better day.
i hope

bye

ask yourself, do you still love him? Can u still trust him? If it's a yes to both of the questions, you should know what to do.

i didnt rlly have the mood to blog today
but still i have to rant!! >:@
so just bear with it okay. i need to bitch badlyyyy

damn the weather this morn
i waited for the 58 for so longggg........ and when i decided to cross oppo and run to sch instead
the damn bus came.
and so like i was totally drenched when i reached sch
damn pissed pls.... my hair cldnt dry >*(

and i lost 2 of my chinese textbooks. like wtshit right

then mrs ngiam refused to sign my detention appeal form..
and she still ignored me. like at dat moment i rlly feel like screaming at herrr >:@!!
then went to look for mr ang.
and then mrs ngiam then willing to sign...
so waste of my damn time pls

and now i think alot of chers dislike me
im feelin sad about it okay :'(
i will get it on saturday. sniff

and i hate ppl who looked into my hp without my permission
wahlauuuu i rlly am so pissed with her tday
but yea i cun do anything. hmph

after sch went mug
didnt get anything into my head
like i was mentally blocked or smth ..... sian half

anw smth good
i got a2 for eng
finally an A in progress report. it wont look so fugly toooo :D

and why cant my hair grow fasterrrr
ZZ

okay im done bitching. bye bitches

went tpy with bf first.....
then went town
bought my shades :D im scared i'll regret.... ahah




i think these are cute. but bf dun agree >:@!

yeah anw while on the train back...
there's this mother who kept staring at us and tellin her child not to become like us
like wth rightttttttt ! -.-
and somemore when they talk abt us.. it's so godamn obvious.
aahah we kept laughing pls

anw watched I Robot just nw on channel 5
dunoe why i was so thrilled and excited. ahah

yeppies
sch tmr. BORING
bye :(

band today was tiringgg
but nvmmmm syf cmg...
and i seriously want gold.
i mean seriously no matter how much i hate band in the past, i still hope our efforts paid off la :(
and somemore last yr alr... yeah. omg i sound so band-lover
MY FGOD.

okokies
i intended to like stay at home tmr for the whole day
but i miss town.... i miss wisma :(
cun resist.... so like prolly im gona get my shades tmr :D
i love my boyfriend dardar :D
cheer up okay. dun make me guilty. ehehe

A*teens; heartbreak lullaby. .

Heartbreak lullaby....aaahh aaah

In the still of the night
I can almost feel you lying next to me
Like it used to be

And it's hard to let go
When there's always something there reminding me
How things could be

I've tried to get you off my mind
I've tried to play my part
But every time I close my eyes
You're still inside my heart

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Everytime we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Like the stars in the sky
You still keep on shining down your light on me
But out of reach

And I know that in time
You will come back to your senses, see the signs
And change your mind

I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you
I lose my self control

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Everytime we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Give me just one good reason why
Why must it rain
Here in my heart
Everyday that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What would it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Everytime we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

(edited)
omg my back skin's peeling off. totally gross pls? :'(

anw lit evening was still alright..........
the movie was quite nice.. so sad :'(

after lit went mac makan with kj hy pris sherry..
then went home.

and 4e6 you still rock! i still think our play's the best. :D
i mean before ms ilan edit and everything >(

yeppies
i still think my back is v disgusting
bye
(/edited)

so like im at home now........
the lost in srg is total lameness. ahah

anw met kj for breakfast in the morn
and we were late. how greatttt think the sch's time damn fast pls? :(

so dea and kj came my house
then we started playing poker and al
ahha then camwhore :D

and literary evening ltr. screw itt man
think after dat gona go makan or smth.








kaijia raped me :( HAHA

im happy :D

& i dun want to torture myself mentally anymore.

okay gg back sch soon. zz

i have been mugging since yest :D
and yeah..... im still gona continue
anw yest went bugis with bestf after sch ........
bought kj and qingting's dark red version bag... aha the girl so friendly! i like :D :D

then at night went mac to mug with wenhui and noel! :D
omg dat boy was damn cute pls?


alright im like so pervert. ahahah but soooooo cute la ..

yeah
anw i just dun know why
i hate lao chai alot. it's not dat kinda hate hate thingy, it's rlly hate.
i mean stop shouting and screaming everyday during lessons... you are like wasting my time pls
and stop involving me everytime you are like damn mentally unstable or smth
im so sick everytime you mentioned my name
i dread chinese lessons now you know.
i even made the effort to go to your class as punctual as possible.. but guess you can nvr stop picking on me
fuck you
i've got feelings too okay.

yeahhh anw
i got like C6 for my combined humans.
i got D7 for chinese.
i got C5 for my math.... just cos i flunked the current test. zz
and im v v v v sad. :(
more to come tmr.. tell me wad grade im gona get for my chem. >:@

alright...
so after sch went bishan lib mug with kj
i did chem tys. yeah amazing i tell you.. :D

eheh okay im v bored nw
bye

oh and one thing,
my mom's a bitch.

(edited)
watched Phantom of The Opera just now! :D

damn nice pls!!!! ahaha the phantom's love was so great
i wana watch the play!!!!!!!!! but i no money buy tics. sniff :'(
(/edited)

i hate lonely sundays :(

no one's at home, like as usual. i've got huge piles of hmk waiting for me, and i got no intention of touching them anyway. esp when all our bks our classrms were kept away by mr tanna, and of cos i left my all my poa notes in school. so tell me how am i gona do the so many questions ms tan gave? it's not like i dun wana do, i cun. zz

so im like stuck in my room now.. listening to the radio and stoning away. seriously when i arent out on sundays, i just start to act emo and yeah stuff like dat......

so like today's the last day of the march holidays. after today, im seriously gg to chiong all the way for the O's. i know action speaks louder than words. so im gona pay attention in lessons frm now on, esp chinese, since lao cai changed deanna's seat alr. zz mom's right someway or another. there isnt much time to waste anymore. imagine so many subs to study for, and like i suck in most of them, i shld stop gg out, stop wasting my time daydreaming on the bed and start doing some revision. i need motivation!
but first, tell me wad im gona do with all my poa hmk. :(

anw i was reminscing the past. i still laugh at those silly moments. ahaha, he still reads my blog. i know, so i shant gona type much here. just that, all the best and continue rocking :)

since im feelin so emo now, i shld just continue be emo all the way right? chenying, i just wana tell you i love you so much. thanks for always being there for me. you are like my longest best friend ever, you know everything about me (or maybe not some, haha!) , you are nvr sick of my lame jokes, you are the only one who can withstand my moodswings and lousy temper, i can confide in you anytime i want. there's this prd of time when we drift aprt.. and i rlly thot we arent gg back to how we used to be anymore. but no! fate brought us together again. ahah yes i believe alot in fate :D and now i cherish our friendship so much you knows. you are my bff forever, even after we graduated.

friends come and go, but true friends stay.

anw i thought for it for a long time, i just cldnt make any decision for myself. some things are holding me back, while some are urging me to get over it.
i guess wad's meant to be, will always be.

i hate to stay at home during sundays >(

byee.

(edited)

stomp the yard was not bad :D
deejay was so cool. eheh

anw my back hurts like hell now. this sucks alot :(
and tmr full day band. how great righttttttttttt
and we must report punctually cos of the sch bands exchange thingy
wahlau imagine how early i must wake up.

sian half.

(/edited)

hey guys

woke up damn late..... so late for tuition
in the end i didnt go for it :(

yeppies
so like yest....... was damn tiringgg

we went beaching! so fun
and now my back hurts freaking bad.. :'(

not much picts..... gona get the rest frm my gfs. so more picts nex time! :D





MY FAV PICT! love them loads :D


yeah.....
then after dat went back vivo
met jx for movie.... music and lyrics is okay. quite funny. ahah

reached home ard 12 plus and my mom was slping alr.
ehehehhe :P

okokies
it's friday today
dats like godamn fast pls? :'(
so think gona go bishan mug. but think we catching stomp the yard aswel! woohoo :D

bye folks.

screw my com >:@

it's damn idiotic pls? it keeps auto shutting for no reason
and i thot i solved the prob alr...... and now it happens again...
so whenever i on my com
it needs to restart it for like 3 or 4 times. zzzz so irritating

okay nvm.....

ice skating trip!





anw i saw this freaking cute boy on the mrt



he kept singing "you are my sunshine.. my only sunshine"
AAHHA SO CUTE LEH :D

alrighttt thats abt it
tmr gona go beaching! yay :D

hey ppl!!! :D :D
yest was damn nice man... ahaha totally shop till we drop
reached home ard 11 plus..... damn tired..

so like chennie came my house first..
totally got motive can. in the end she wore my clothe out -.-

then we were rushing like mad pls
cos like totally late alr.... then met ger at bugis

anw at least the trip's not wasted..... heheheheh :D

damn MANY PICTS! :)




yest was our 4th month. HAHA :D




the threesomes!! :D






this is a failed attempt.


see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil. HAHAHA

yeppies
then ger left ard 7 plus...
so me and chennie walked ard.. went wisma.. then back to fareast
then heeren......
and we played some dumb game can!! hahah
we chose damn fugly clothes for each other to try
is dat kinda DAMN GROSS AND DISGUSTING TOP
ahah....... and we must forced each other to wear it out of the changing room. LOL


cy chose this from forever 21.
not bad wad. ahahha i mean compared to wad i chose for her....... LOL

then she wanted revenge
then we went mango........... and guess wad



so mean!!!! wad she chose for me was like.. damn aunty pls. ahah

anw we laughed until peng

okokies
then cy came my house stayover..... talked and al...
then this morn went mac for breakfast
she went sch..
then gerlee came my house
and now she's slping -.-

gona wake her up soon....... gg for lao chai's ssp ltr.....!! :(
initially i wanted to pon. but but but i need to return the giro form to mrs ngiam and bring all my hmk back....
so i might aswel go. zz

then after ssp gona meet kj mug. bye

and qingting, you sure you got see correctly?!?! ahahahha

end off with...

heya ppl.. :D

so like me and kj went bishan lib mug
then kaixiang and gideon came to join us...

and guess wad?!
i did finish my phys and hist! :)))
coolness right. ehehe thank you thank you.

yeppies
anw after we went to eat dinner..
kx and gid went pasar malam -.-
then me and kj went to walk ard.........


ahahha so cute right!!! LOL

and then..........
kj stepped on my shoe.. and the thingy came off . zz

so like kx and gid faster came back.. and they helped me to buy shoes
seriously i wana say THANK YOU YOU GUYS! [; [:

thanks for offering to lend me your shoe
thanks for holding one of my shoe and walking ard helping me to find some shoe stall
thanks for buying and choosing the pair of shoes for me. ahah

yeppies.. anw you guys' taste also not bad la -.-
ahahah :D


while waiting for them -.-
pathetic state pls?

then we went back lib..
did hist again...
and then went home before the lib closes

alright... tmr out shopping with my besty1 and besty2! :D :D
gona shop till we drop........ and then my darling cmg my house stayover! :D
yay

okays dats abit it
im off
bye :D

Lady Sovereign - Love me or Hate me

AWESOME SONG! :D

yeah,
it's officially the biggest midget in the game.
i dunno.
make way for the s.o.v.

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

i'm fat, i need a diet.
no, in fact i'm just too light
and i ain't got the biggest breast-s-s, but i write all the best disses.
i got hairy armpits, but i don't walk around like this.
i wear a big baggy t-shirt that hides that nasty sh**.
ugh!
never had my nails done.
bite them down until they're numb.
i'm the one with the non-existent bum,
now i dont really give a....ugh!
i'm late for my shepherd's pie
like a high maintenance chick missin' her diamonds.
i'm missin' my clippers size.
now bow down to your royal highness.
no i dont own a corgi,
had a hamster, it died cuz i ignored it.
go on then, go on report me,
i'm english, try and deport me!

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

i'm that funky little monkey with the tiniest ears.
i don't like drinkin fancy champy,
i'll stick wit heineken beers.
whoops, might burp in ya face,
a little unlady-like,
what can i say?
well oh gosh i'm not posh, male wit odd socks.
i do what i'm doin yeah!
so everybody's entitled to opinions,
i open my mouth and sh** i got millions.
i'm the middle kid, the riddle kid,
i'll make you giggle till your sick
cuz my nose jiggles while i spit.
yeah i do have some stories
and its true i want all the glory.
go on then, come on support,
i'm english, try and deport me!

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

so i cant dance and i really cant sing.
i can only do one thing,
and that's be lady sovereign!
so i cant dance and i really cant sing.
i can only do one thing,
and that's be lady sovereign!

(chorus)
love me or hate me, its still an obsession.
love me or hate me, that is the question.
if you love me then thank you!
if you hate me then f*** you!
(repeat)

so like when i woke up, no one's like at home..zz
wich means i gotta settle my lunch MYSELF >:@!

anw yest my sis and i were discussing wad to tell our mom so she could let my sis stay overnight at her boyfriend's house..
so i came up with so many lies which i think can totally pass thrgh
but dear sis insisted she got integrity and went to ask mom..
AHAHAHAHAH
obviously mom wldnt agree right.
and yeah.. so in the end they started shouting at each other abt some sex topic
and in the end my mom cried..
dramatic night can. hais

haiyo. i mean stay overnight doesn mean 1oo% SEX with boyfriend right?
mom's totally... zz
but nvm. at least mom cares for us :)

yeppies
later gona go meet kj and kaixiang for intensive muggin :D
postponed the move trip alr..
gona go catch it on tues :D

bye

omg......... i deleted THIS DAMN LONG LONG LONG POST I JUST TYPED JUST NOW
im so siannnnzxz alr

so like today's the last day of sch!! :D
lit test was a zzz
chinese retest was funny
fionny kept signalling to me how to write the words and al.. ahahha
yeah I LOVE YOU K :D
i let her copy emath. she let me copy cheena. FAIR AND SQUARE! :D

anw... fionny's lips :D

SO CUTE HOR!! :D

anw during chinese..
i caused lao chai to scream and cry infrnt of the class today
sorry 4e5/6! :'(
just bcos of the damn cheena file... she blamed and shout at me for the whole prd

just bcos..
i accidentally put in 2oo6 exam papers inside
i didnt do corrections
i wrote chinese in eng instead of chinese on the cover
i wrote ms chai instead of ms chua on the cover aswel...
esp the ms chai thingy.. she got so agitated pls??? she even torn my paper
the most drama teacher in zhss. HAHA

frm mong's blog
anw today HCL lesson very funny leh. Germaine went to write Cai Laoshi's name as Miss Chai -.- Then she was like, '胡慧芳，你还敢跟我改我的姓hor?! 我不是Miss Chai, 不是 C-H-A-I!!!!!

LOL LOL LOL

anw i did went to tell her i wana turn over a new leaf alr :D
so like.. yeppies
but she asked germainelee not toefriend me..
cos she thinks she will be influenced by me. SO MEAN RIGHT? mygodz

then after dat went band
there's this attitude girl called lydia or smth.. damn attitude pls?
she walks like louis.. you know the hand swing here and there while woking kinda stuff
she cried bcos georgia went to teach her how to wok properly
and after she cried .. she came back and kaopei again. even chennie and germy were totally >:@!!!

then we went mac

then i went interchange talked to bestie :D :D

dats abt itttttttttt

okay im gona buy lots of stuff during the holidays..
TOPS MANY MANY
ACCESSORIES
PUMPS
PUMA BAG
STICKERS!!!!! (wanyi's dat kinda pop out stickers.. SO CUTE!)
MAKEUP STUFF!!

not alot right. ehehe

anw this sunday gg vivo watch STORM THE YARD!! omg cun wait pls?
and can sun bian buy all my accessories :D
deanna dun pangseh us hor >D

yeah.........
dats abt it
sorry wenhui aint joining you guys tonight at mac alr.. sorry :(
im lazy. ehhe

goodbye ppl :)

hey you guys! [:
been missing me? ehehe

anw this week's a damn hectic one........
imagine having so many tests.. one after another. total madness pls? :(
okay nvm tmr's the last day of term 1! YAYNESS! :D :D :D
cun wait for the march holidays.. though it's abit toooooo short >:@!

yep

caught pursuit of happiness on sunday i think
it's nice (:



so like... monday i got a plate of chicken rice on my uniform during recess.. like yeah how suey.
and i smelled like chicken rice for the whole day. zz

someday this week went mac mugged with wenhui sohleng joel and noel at mac at night
and yeah joel is rlly cute
noel is cute too. ahahha so cute! :D


cute twins :D

yeppies......
anw i rlly think band aint gona clutch a gold this time rd
ahwelllll just hope our section dun screw it al up.. like seriously i dunoe wads the problem too :(

and guess wad
i screwed my emath test and chem test totally
chem was ... speechless
guessed the whole class gona flunk it... and ms ong's gona go crazy. lol :P
lit test tmr ......... sianz
and worse still
chinese retest. sucks totally.

alright.. look on the bright side man
holidays are cmg! WOOHOO :D

goodbye! [:

im so bored
but im gg bishan lib mug ltr (:

seriously im so lazy to blog
so i guess i shall stop blogging for awhile.. or maybe blog once or twice a week

cos i've got more impt stuff to do
my life dun revolves ard in this blog

take care ppl
bye :))))

friday is a long day for me..
im super dead beat now...

sch was boring.
and gim hua was mad.. she said i was impolite to her just becos i said hanah hanah
and like this i got one demerit. wth she's so mean :(

then after sch went band
went to s.c.h for rehearsal..
somehow we screwed up. okay im quite upset actually
but nvm! :)

then after band went mac makan
and got home ard 1o plus.. damn tired pls?

and tmr morn band again.
my life revolves ard band now. OH NO!!
okay tahan 1 more month. yeah ..

i go slp alr
bye

so cold today :(

and im like total sian in school
esp mdm lau. stop pissing me offffff :(

so after sch had chem ssp
and i was playing with kj
and shouted wahkao..
then ms ong was like.. "wad how come!"
then i was like... err yah how come.
ahahhahaha damn funny

then rushed to tuition ......

and ltr im gona go mac with wenhui and yingying
phys and hist test tmr :(

and wads worse
i have to bring my band u tmr..... cos of the damn rehearsal at spore confer hall
this sucks

okokay i go watch tv alr. eheh

bye

sweet sixteen
18th august 1991



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